I tried twice to have an angel. Once I seen my polyps disappear I almost cried . I wanted so bad for the emperor angel to work out and I told myself that I could deal with the no polyps but once it happened, I realized I couldn't.
I'm with you. I'm in the process of setting up a new tank, and a regal was at the top of my fish list, but I think I've talked myself out of it. Maybe one day I'll do a fish only.
You mostly cry a lot in the first couple months, alone in the shower where nobody can see you. But then you get over the lack of polyps and eventually come around that life without polyps isn't too shabby either... especially when you have those beauties swimming around the colonies... colonies of polypless acros. ;Nailbiting I have something in my eye... excuse me a bit.