Okay gang -- the short story is that I have epilepsy and I went three rounds with "status epilepticus" in July. I was essentially temporarily brain damaged and unable to use a computer for months. If you want the entire story entirely with drama, adventure, humor, heroism and tears -- send me a message. Thank you everyone who has been concerned and sending messages. I'm about 99% now and just getting back into what is considered a "normal life". ;Happy My fabulous hubby has been maintaining the tank for me. I love this forum and I'm glad to be back.