In the "prayer thread" I stated to ask for prayer that I become closer to god... Well I am taking that next step. Today I went in front of my congregation and stated that I would like to become baptised. So I will be going through with this in the next few weeks to prove that I am ready to follow god in all aspects of my life. I realize this is more of a profession of my faith to god than anything but it is a step closer to where I need to be in terms of having god in my life.
