I would like to share a story with everybody here.
A couple years ago, my girlfriend at the time and I lost a very good friend. She was a lot closer to him living next door but I still looked up to him because he could befriend anyone. He didn't care if you were a "cool" guy, nerd, jock, cheerleader, outsider, how much money your family had, etc.., that didn't matter to him. He was always there to help anyone. He was also a good looking guy with a lot of intelligence; pretty much had it all. He unfortunately drowned in a lake in Texas and wasn't found for 2-3 months. When he was finally found, he was standing straight up and down with his arms out to the side, like a cross. A few months later, my girlfriend at the time and I were talking about how we missed him, how nice he was, etc.. while driving home. I looked over at her and on her window was a cross drawn in what looked like fog when you huff warm air onto glass. The crazy thing was, it was on the outside as we were driving. We tried wiping it off with our hands and a shirt I had. It didn't go away and stayed for ten more minutes until we pulled into her driveway. We ran into the house to get her grandmother as she had a strong liking to the boy as we did. When we got back to the car, it was gone. God decided he needed Brandon more than we did.
While searching for Brandon, search and rescue teams ran out of funds and equipment multiple times. Since then, Brandon's family has started a charity called "The BMF Project" in Texas that provides needed equipment to volunteer and government search and rescue teams in hope that families find loved ones much quicker. God has his plans and good things tend to come from the bad.
I still have my doubts but think about Brandon and what happens and that helps to reassure my belief.