To answer the OP, I think you need to take some things into account. We as humans are pretty limited when it comes to seeing the big picture. We see tiny pieces and envision a picture in our head that makes sense to us. The more pieces we see, the more the picture changes and the more we realize how much bigger the picture is than we first thought. Whoever said "the more we know, the more we know how much we don't know" was dead on. Saying evolution did or didn't happen as an absolute is like finding a blade of grass and saying America is a vast grassland. Eventually you find a stick and say it was a grassland with shrubs. More findings means more pieces of the land to account for and more explanations. This leads to theories. Evolution is a THEORY. We find things that raise questions and come up with ways to explain them. The more findings we have and the more we can get the findings to fit together, the more solid the theory becomes. We can test them and have a predictable outcome. Gravity is also a theory. It explains things that happen and can be predictably tested, but there are things we don't fully understand which leads to other theories like dark matter and dark energy. Theories are like temporary best understandings until something comes along to make more sense of them. They are not set in stone and not meant to be taken as such.
I personally think evolution is a great theory. It pieces together a lot of things predictably and gives a changeable picture to the pieces we find. The more nature related things I study like plants and animals the more it makes sense of local adaptations and variations of species. BUT, it is a structure to help understand how things progressed, not why. Why did different atoms combine to form a self replicating molecule that is changing and adapting over time to billions of different life forms is where faith can come into play. We can test how and make theories for how things started, but that in no way rules out a creator as one of the reasons why.
Now I am in no way qualified to explain God or the bible, so take this for what it's worth. I imagine when the bible was written, a full explanation of how things are would be out of the grasp of just about any human mind. If God came down and explained everything to you today even, how would you explain it to other people without making them scratch their heads? Sometimes you have to give the gist of things and skimp on the meticulous details and tell it in a way that would let everyone make sense of it.
So basically, don't consider this an A or B choice. Saying you absolutely don't believe something means you are limiting yourself to untold possibilities. If it doesn't make sense to you, just doubt it and leave some wiggle room until more pieces are found.
I personally think evolution is a great theory. It pieces together a lot of things predictably and gives a changeable picture to the pieces we find. The more nature related things I study like plants and animals the more it makes sense of local adaptations and variations of species. BUT, it is a structure to help understand how things progressed, not why. Why did different atoms combine to form a self replicating molecule that is changing and adapting over time to billions of different life forms is where faith can come into play. We can test how and make theories for how things started, but that in no way rules out a creator as one of the reasons why.
Now I am in no way qualified to explain God or the bible, so take this for what it's worth. I imagine when the bible was written, a full explanation of how things are would be out of the grasp of just about any human mind. If God came down and explained everything to you today even, how would you explain it to other people without making them scratch their heads? Sometimes you have to give the gist of things and skimp on the meticulous details and tell it in a way that would let everyone make sense of it.
So basically, don't consider this an A or B choice. Saying you absolutely don't believe something means you are limiting yourself to untold possibilities. If it doesn't make sense to you, just doubt it and leave some wiggle room until more pieces are found.
