dont worry i know its stupid move and its so irritating i would be shocked to but i am here just seeking for help like i care about them and if i didnt i swear you wouldn't have me asking all these questions and being so worried it was a stupid move but now its not the time to take blames i need to accept what happened and so somthing about it then just blame myselfWe are not trying to be mean or to discourage you. But you have yourself in a pickle. You are just learning to fly a Cessna and you want us to help you fly a 747. I don’t know how that is possible.