So back story.
1st tank 2003. 75g Noob train wreck built on the knowledge of a crappy LFS and my freshwater background. Actually kept a few SPS alive.
2nd tank 2005. 150g. Joined the local reef club sub to Coral Mag. Joined a forum. The 150g was far more successful. At the time most of my coral was wild. Few frags. CalRX. All in all it was going well. Real world decided to throw a wrench. Changed careers money was tight. I ended up selling the tank in 2009. Really hurt.
I had kept fish since I was 5 and had no tank.
The itch could not remain unscratched.
2014 I bought a used bio cube and put a Prime over it. It was going along. 9 months tank starts leaking.
2015 54g first house was small still could not go big so the 54g corner fits the space. 54 was a mixed bag I had some successes and setbacks.
2019 move into my long term house. 54g survives the move. At one point I was going to upgrade while moving but decided to split it up. I mean "2020 is going to be my year".
2020. 1000s hours of BRS videos. Reading, comparing. I set up the best tank and know how to and can afford. Few COVID delays.
So TLDR
Through life and tank struggles I've had a lot of stopping and starting.
The point here is I've wanted a grown out mature tank for the better part of 20 years. I am here. The tank is working. Sitting on $900 of Battle Coral frags. Everything is growing. Everything is great.
I don't know why but I am expecting the tank to explode. I have SPS imposter syndrome. I have the nicest tank I've ever had.
No question just venting.
1st tank 2003. 75g Noob train wreck built on the knowledge of a crappy LFS and my freshwater background. Actually kept a few SPS alive.
2nd tank 2005. 150g. Joined the local reef club sub to Coral Mag. Joined a forum. The 150g was far more successful. At the time most of my coral was wild. Few frags. CalRX. All in all it was going well. Real world decided to throw a wrench. Changed careers money was tight. I ended up selling the tank in 2009. Really hurt.
I had kept fish since I was 5 and had no tank.
The itch could not remain unscratched.
2014 I bought a used bio cube and put a Prime over it. It was going along. 9 months tank starts leaking.
2015 54g first house was small still could not go big so the 54g corner fits the space. 54 was a mixed bag I had some successes and setbacks.
2019 move into my long term house. 54g survives the move. At one point I was going to upgrade while moving but decided to split it up. I mean "2020 is going to be my year".
2020. 1000s hours of BRS videos. Reading, comparing. I set up the best tank and know how to and can afford. Few COVID delays.
So TLDR
Through life and tank struggles I've had a lot of stopping and starting.
The point here is I've wanted a grown out mature tank for the better part of 20 years. I am here. The tank is working. Sitting on $900 of Battle Coral frags. Everything is growing. Everything is great.
I don't know why but I am expecting the tank to explode. I have SPS imposter syndrome. I have the nicest tank I've ever had.
No question just venting.