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[kingranch2003]

Thanks
I’ve been slowly coming down from some mania.
My brain is fried from explosions and drug abuse.
Bi polar with extreme ups and unfortunately downs. I wish there was just an in between I could stay at.
I start to become depressed on the down swing of bi polar disorder so I just need to go on some more walks, breath and try to break out of it the best I can.
I feel it coming on though and it fregin sucks man.

God Bless brother. Tomorrow is coming soon. Own it. One day at a time.

 

[kingranch2003]

I wasn't going down those rabbit holes till I was a bit older though :rolling-on-the-floor-laughing:

Same here. It's like how do you even know what insurance is. He must have responsible parents

 

[*GAREEF*]

God Bless brother. Tomorrow is coming soon. Own it. One day at a time.

Thank you for that!
Tomorrow is a new day you are right!
I need to just shake it off.

 

[kingranch2003]

I stopped taking them years ago they were damage my liver and kidneys. Bi polar medicine is poison to me.
That and all the multitudes of other drugs they’ve given me.
More me the best thing to do is keep busy and praying. I can’t even go to sleep at night without praying for god to help me and forgive me.
It’s the only thing that helps me go to sleep that’s not poison.
I’m going to do my best to stay positive and keep busy. That’s my best option. It just sucks because I was riding so high the last few weeks but it was just manic episode and not real.
Now it’s gone though, just as quick as it started a few weeks ago ago.
It’s so weird.

If God or anyone had a grudge against you, you wouldn't have your amazing talents and gorgeous family. He gives those things to the worthy. You ARE worthy, and you are loved.

 

[kingranch2003]

Thank you for that!
Tomorrow is a new day you are right!
I need to just shake it off.

I know it's not that easy.

 

[*GAREEF*]

If God or anyone had a grudge against you, you wouldn't have your amazing talents and gorgeous family. He gives those things to the worthy. You ARE worthy, and you are loved.

Thank you
I just wish I had more control over myself.
It’s a constant battle and sometimes I **** up by raising my voice when it shouldn’t be raised and saying things I don’t really mean out of anger.
I just have to keep on working on it.

 

[Imrahilwjz]

Thank you
I just wish I had more control over myself.
It’s a constant battle and sometimes I **** up by raising my voice when it shouldn’t be raised and saying things I don’t really mean out of anger.
I just have to keep on working on it.

Friend. I do that too, and I don't have your reasons. Know that you are loved. Keep the course. I know it can be hard, but I have faith in you. As a person who works in psychiatric care your self awareness amazes me. We will pray hard for you.

 

[WalkerLovesTheOcean]

Good night folks! The snow just keeps piling up out there...

 

[*GAREEF*]

Friend. I do that too, and I don't have your reasons. Know that you are loved. Keep the course. I know it can be hard, but I have faith in you. As a person who works in psychiatric care your self awareness amazes me. We will pray hard for you.

Thank you and I’m praying for you and your family too.

 

[smitten with ocean life]

im sorry. dont give up hope! yes, for sure. God is there to help us thru whatever we face!

 

[Imrahilwjz]

Thank you and I’m praying for you and your family too.

I deeply appreciate it. Thank you for all you've done.

 

[smitten with ocean life]

Thank you
I just wish I had more control over myself.
It’s a constant battle and sometimes I **** up by raising my voice when it shouldn’t be raised and saying things I don’t really mean out of anger.
I just have to keep on working on it.

just remember that we all have things we have to work on too!

 

[*GAREEF*]

Friend. I do that too, and I don't have your reasons. Know that you are loved. Keep the course. I know it can be hard, but I have faith in you. As a person who works in psychiatric care your self awareness amazes me. We will pray hard for you.

I’ve been in and out of psychiatric wards for the last 20 years mast time was three years ago but I was using drugs.
I’ve Been in daily groups with other combat vets for those last three years but I thought maybe it was time to move on and a few months ago O left the program because I was doing good and thought I didn’t need it anymore.
So I have an appointment coming up to re enroll in the veterans groups.

 

[smitten with ocean life]

i will keep you in my prayers!:smiling-face:

 

[kingranch2003]

Friend. I do that too, and I don't have your reasons. Know that you are loved. Keep the course. I know it can be hard, but I have faith in you. As a person who works in psychiatric care your self awareness amazes me. We will pray hard for you.

Very well said buddy

 

[kingranch2003]

I’ve been in and out of psychiatric wards for the last 20 years mast time was three years ago but I was using drugs.
I’ve Been in daily groups with other combat vets for those last three years but I thought maybe it was time to move on and a few months ago O left the program because I was doing good and thought I didn’t need it anymore.
So I have an appointment coming up to re enroll in the veterans groups.

Most humans haven't been asked to do what you were. Most people would've said no. You didn't.

 

[kingranch2003]

#Smorgasbordafterdark

 

[kingranch2003]

@smitten with ocean life How's your Cynarina doing?

 

[smitten with ocean life]

fabulous! and what about yours?

 

[kingranch2003]

Great! Taking up my whole sandbed lol. Sadly, I'll probably have to let ole red go soon. It's about the circumference of a grapefruit.