I've been thinking about the fish which have not survived my attempts at reefkeeping. Every loss was heartbreaking, and I feel guilty for every single one. I take some consolation from the fact that in some cases no action of mine caused their death, but they were still my responsibility.
I dunno why I feel the need to post this, I just do. Maybe it's a form of confession.
Fish I've killed over the three years I've had this tank:
Tiny common clownfish. One of the first two fish I put in the tank, it died within 3 days. A look at the body suggested starvation, and a discussion on here decided the fish was too small to feed on commercial aquarium food, and was likely moribund when I got it.
Thread 'Did I kill my Clownfish?' https://www.reef2reef.com/threads/did-i-kill-my-clownfish.927602/
Lubbock's fairy wrasse. Death from carpet surfing. No excuses, my own stupid fault. I ordered a mesh lid from Red Sea the following day.
Sixline wrasse. Swallowed by a whippet while carpet surfing (a couple of days after the fairy wrasse, lid not yet arrived). I wasn't quick enough to grab it.
Silver belly wrasse. Died several days after purchase, ugly brown discolouration developed around the fish's face. Pictures uploaded to this forum indicated its jaw was broken, most likely while trying to bury itself as the guy in the LFS was trying to catch it.
Thread 'Silver Belly Wrasse Not Doing Well' https://www.reef2reef.com/threads/silver-belly-wrasse-not-doing-well.1006368/
Small hippo tang. Killed by Springeri damsel shortly after being added to the tank. Aren't Springeri supposed to be nice?
Fire fish, one of a pair. These two were so shy the wouldn't come out to feed, or if they did the sight of another fish would send them back into hiding. One of them eventually emerged, and is now one of the most active fish in the tank. I assume the other one starved and became food for the CUC. I don't know what I could have done differently.
One spot foxface. This one isn't dead yet, but if it doesn't leave my new tuxedo urchin alone it very soon will be...
I dunno why I feel the need to post this, I just do. Maybe it's a form of confession.
Fish I've killed over the three years I've had this tank:
Tiny common clownfish. One of the first two fish I put in the tank, it died within 3 days. A look at the body suggested starvation, and a discussion on here decided the fish was too small to feed on commercial aquarium food, and was likely moribund when I got it.
Thread 'Did I kill my Clownfish?' https://www.reef2reef.com/threads/did-i-kill-my-clownfish.927602/
Lubbock's fairy wrasse. Death from carpet surfing. No excuses, my own stupid fault. I ordered a mesh lid from Red Sea the following day.
Sixline wrasse. Swallowed by a whippet while carpet surfing (a couple of days after the fairy wrasse, lid not yet arrived). I wasn't quick enough to grab it.
Silver belly wrasse. Died several days after purchase, ugly brown discolouration developed around the fish's face. Pictures uploaded to this forum indicated its jaw was broken, most likely while trying to bury itself as the guy in the LFS was trying to catch it.
Thread 'Silver Belly Wrasse Not Doing Well' https://www.reef2reef.com/threads/silver-belly-wrasse-not-doing-well.1006368/
Small hippo tang. Killed by Springeri damsel shortly after being added to the tank. Aren't Springeri supposed to be nice?
Fire fish, one of a pair. These two were so shy the wouldn't come out to feed, or if they did the sight of another fish would send them back into hiding. One of them eventually emerged, and is now one of the most active fish in the tank. I assume the other one starved and became food for the CUC. I don't know what I could have done differently.
One spot foxface. This one isn't dead yet, but if it doesn't leave my new tuxedo urchin alone it very soon will be...