Xenia
Community Member
I'am a dutch reefster and i used to have a nice looking reeftank. I got depressed and i really hit rockbottem.
Last year i lost my beautifull baby girl, she whas going to be mentally and physically handicapted and i didnt want a life for her like that ( i didnt go true with the pregnancy ), man the pain and sadness that will come with that is the hardest and should nobody every feel.
I have a son that is autistic so i cannot really go to reefshops or go visit other reefers im pretty much stuck at home.
I looked at my reeftank last week and my beuatifull tank aint so beautifull anymore, i want to revive her and bring back my owns happyness.
I made a other treath about active carbon and reactors, with the help of you guys i hope i can get back up and be proud of my little reeftank.
It is a custom made reeftank that i bought second hand, its a 80 bij 70 bij 60 cm tank with sump i only have a skimmer on it but i made a post about active carbon and rowaphos and reactors !
The first step to improve.
It has 5 fish, nemo's, dampsel a lipfish a henkie and a little blue fish
2 hermit crabs a red one and a blue one
small snails
oh and 2 sea urgents ( my avatar )
she has a apasia problem but i will be getting help from a fellow reefer with that problem.
i love bubble tips i have 4 green ones ( the red one started shrinking when the green ones got it never to be seen again )
some xenia, star polyp, really green coral ( leather one ) a kenia tree, 2 typs of mushrooms and 3 almost diying buttons that i found yesterday
a big gorgonian and a small branch gorgonian
i hope you guys can help me bring back the joy i ones had and when my tank is looking a bit better i will be posting some photo's.
Last year i lost my beautifull baby girl, she whas going to be mentally and physically handicapted and i didnt want a life for her like that ( i didnt go true with the pregnancy ), man the pain and sadness that will come with that is the hardest and should nobody every feel.
I have a son that is autistic so i cannot really go to reefshops or go visit other reefers im pretty much stuck at home.
I looked at my reeftank last week and my beuatifull tank aint so beautifull anymore, i want to revive her and bring back my owns happyness.
I made a other treath about active carbon and reactors, with the help of you guys i hope i can get back up and be proud of my little reeftank.
It is a custom made reeftank that i bought second hand, its a 80 bij 70 bij 60 cm tank with sump i only have a skimmer on it but i made a post about active carbon and rowaphos and reactors !
The first step to improve.
It has 5 fish, nemo's, dampsel a lipfish a henkie and a little blue fish
2 hermit crabs a red one and a blue one
small snails
oh and 2 sea urgents ( my avatar )
she has a apasia problem but i will be getting help from a fellow reefer with that problem.
i love bubble tips i have 4 green ones ( the red one started shrinking when the green ones got it never to be seen again )
some xenia, star polyp, really green coral ( leather one ) a kenia tree, 2 typs of mushrooms and 3 almost diying buttons that i found yesterday
a big gorgonian and a small branch gorgonian
i hope you guys can help me bring back the joy i ones had and when my tank is looking a bit better i will be posting some photo's.
