Well it’s been some tough weeks but it seems like the worst is past. As many know I had a disease outbreak in the eel tank and that plus life stress caused me to become very apathetic to the whole hobby. However I’m feeling a lot better the last couple of days. Saying that I think to get past my bad spot I need to acknowledge my failures. I’ve lost 6 fish in the last month or so and here’s the memorial post. I’m going to give a emotional toll rating out of ten because I’m a robot and my feelings are numerical.
So in this tank:
Red saddled anthias: emotional toll 7/10
One of my favorites just for beauty alone. Unfortunately this fish has been fading for a while and was not surprised when it disappeared one day. Unfortunately I think anthias and especially the deep ocean ones are a lot harder to keep healthy than most people know.
Snowflake angelfish: emotional toll 3/10
Bad sign when you have no idea when it disappeared. Was never a healthy fish though. Over inbred I’d guess. Never getting a designer fish again.
Now the eel tank.
Chocolate tang: emotional toll 1/10
Does it make me feel better to be vindicated about tangs carrying disease? No. It just makes me feel worse for taking the risk. But at least I never had time to build an emotional attachment.
Pearlscale butterfly: emotional toll 6/10
I think I have 3 categories for my fish.
- Regrets like the tang and clownfish
- Fish I really enjoy but are just fish
- Pets I form a strong emotional connection to
This fish is firmly in category 2. Liked it but didn’t love it. First fish to get sick after the tang and prove a disease was spreading.
Zebra angelfish: emotional toll 6/10
Another category 2 fish. Pretty but quickly went female and lost some of its beauty. Second fish to go down in as many days.
Regal angelfish: emotional toll 10/10
This almost made me quit. When it started going downhill I just wanted to climb into bed and forget I ever got into this hobby. One of my favorite fish. RIP
Hopefully the last to die from
This disease.